Hash!!!!....Finally I have decided to move on...
Finally I have decided to let go...
Its been 3 months but I was just trying to get him back till yesterday!
I did every possible thing!!!
I requested him to gimme a chance!
I cried in front of him!
I fought with him for using me!
I tried to make him remember all our happy moments spent together!
How could I let go of him so early? We have been together for 3 years! Its not easy to forget such a long relation. And its most difficult to forget if the breakup came 'Out Of Blue'...
I din't see it coming!
In 3 years we have gone through breakup and patch for at least 30 times.
He said he needed space but he still loved me!!!
So i assumed he would come back in some days... Even he also told me that he may come back to me. I had loved him wholeheartedly for 3 years so i thought its OK to wait.
But how much time should I spend waiting????
Its been 3 months now...
I read a blog today which mentioned that the best thing to do for moving on is to write a blog...to express your feelings and I have just realized Its True!!!
Initially I decided to blog about all my sorrows but then I thought how would I move on if I keep thinking about all those things over and over? So now while just penning down my feelings I have decided to move on...
I wont contact him again! I wont request him for a chance! After all what was my mistake if he din't love me???
Today finally after all the abuses, requests, tears, blaming games...I have decided to move on...:)
Finally I have decided to let go...
Its been 3 months but I was just trying to get him back till yesterday!
I did every possible thing!!!
I requested him to gimme a chance!
I cried in front of him!
I fought with him for using me!
I tried to make him remember all our happy moments spent together!
How could I let go of him so early? We have been together for 3 years! Its not easy to forget such a long relation. And its most difficult to forget if the breakup came 'Out Of Blue'...
I din't see it coming!
In 3 years we have gone through breakup and patch for at least 30 times.
He said he needed space but he still loved me!!!
So i assumed he would come back in some days... Even he also told me that he may come back to me. I had loved him wholeheartedly for 3 years so i thought its OK to wait.
But how much time should I spend waiting????
Its been 3 months now...
I read a blog today which mentioned that the best thing to do for moving on is to write a blog...to express your feelings and I have just realized Its True!!!
Initially I decided to blog about all my sorrows but then I thought how would I move on if I keep thinking about all those things over and over? So now while just penning down my feelings I have decided to move on...
I wont contact him again! I wont request him for a chance! After all what was my mistake if he din't love me???
Today finally after all the abuses, requests, tears, blaming games...I have decided to move on...:)
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